its 2pm rite now and 7pm in NZ. Well, fyi im toking bout my guy hu is in NZ serving his army rite now. and why am i toking bout my guy here? Cuz we had a SMS quarrel yesterday and it hurts me real bad. Tried to hide my emotions but fails. i feel aint not supposed to suppress my inner feeling in here and i am also not sure i should tell the superficial parts too.. tis may even hurt his feelings more if he reads this n i wouldnt want it to happen. let this happen between me n him only.
I noe in relationship has many ups and downs. wat would life be without quarrel and romance. But life never turns out to be a romantic fairytale stories in movies where a gal meet her ideal guy and live happily ever after.
In life I've learnt to give n take. One has to water if the other is a fire. There must be a bond and helping one another. NOW I'm trying to apply all this in my own 2 years relationship but some did not turn up well... I had became water wen he is a fire but water will eventually runs out if the fire gets bigger right? Tats is wat I'm facing right now.
When I'm not with him, I will miss him and wen i'm on the road, I always sees couples romantically protecting each other and always tink why are we not like them?
But in all n no matter wat, I always love him as he is and not the way i want him to be. It should go the same vice versa. i cant be totally perfect for his eyes. Everyone has a mistake that is done by accident. Cant we juz forgive and forget? Turn over a new leaf? Think of the future not the past? Y u have to look back? Y is this happening to me? Y?
Darling, if u read tis, i juz want u to know that I will always love you.
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